Life is like a slithering snake
Where deception lies and dreams are fake
Winter comes into the night
You never see the fading light
Try as you might, the darkness falls
As the siren sings her silent calls
Suddenly, you're in the wind
Dropping down, it's you who sinned
Flying far across the sea
dying for you and whom you'll be
The ever present sound of fate
of silver strands across the gate
Enter Eden, you're her Eve
The golden bridge, the unmarked weave
Of a patten so small, you can't comprehend
It rips all apart, and now you must mend
The shattered fragments not understood
Meaningless scrabbles carved into wood
Unjust is
Ode to the World
Memories are for those who only dream
Visions of shadows to dance in the head
Locked away, the world can rip at the seam
Seeing though some other eyes, we're all dead
I can feel it change, can you feel it
Rain running down to the heated pavement
It's all I know, within this endless pit
Twenty-four hours before enslavement
Calling through collective groans of no one
I'm breaking past their dead and charred remains
That's what you get when your mind is undone
That's what you get when hiding all the pains
Stuck in this nightmare of hellish delight
Falling in death and consumed by the night
Delusions of Love
Betrayal burns inside my breast
My heart you think to claim
Without the words once said
I know the truth will come
you breech my heart and dig inside
Conqueror of all I see, and all I try to hide
Still your words stick in my head
Like a stain of pure red wine
I have to break the ties somehow
Lest I start to drown
I find it hard to say goodbye
But I have to let you go
You came along and stole my life
Claiming my world, my heart and my mind
It was your affections that did me in
Your delusions that kept me tied
Now I fall, down further, deeper
My mind is lost within your love
You seem to have me in your web
Innocent of the Cruel Intent by Renima, literature
Literature
Innocent of the Cruel Intent
Dear Corben,
I did not know you well, but I knew you just the same.
I did not know it would end, but in the end it came
I will never see your face again, Never see your smile
I will never see you here again, If only for a while
I could think of you, and you'd be there with me
I could think of you, and what you thought you'd be
But in the end it's not the same, in the dark you die
But in the end you perish now, in the end I cry
I would see you pass me by, getting into fights
I would see you in the halls, walking there by rights
Never in my darkest dream, would I think you'd be gone
Never in my darkest fear, would the world go on a
My life is an act
Played out over the years
Until I no longer know what is me
My life is an act
Years worth of masks
Worn upon the face that is not mine
My life is an act
A parade of smiles
A cheery disposition that hides me
My life is an act
A grin of satisfaction
Even when there is nothing but pain
My life is an act
Years being spent to hide
When in the dark my true mind lies
My life is an act
Finding not what is lost
But what is buried so deep it cannot be found
My life is an act
Longing to vanish inside
The smiles take over and I lose all my mind
My life... is an act
Lock my soul away
Never speak my name
Hide away each day
Nothing is the same
In the dark I cry
where the light wont shine
Wishing I would die
Nothing here is mine
Alone in the dark
After what you did
You who hit the mark
I was just a kid
Innocent and pure of heart
Endless in the time
Dying from the start
You who did the crime
Suffer as have I
Feel the pain you gave
Look inside the lie
Nothing left to save
Crying all alone
Feel the pain you sent
Nothing to atone
This is your punishment
Summer of the crimson gold
A vision of life, a beauty so bold
Light in the deep, fire of dark
Sit over and weep, the dead willow's bark
Cave of the nothing, lost all the sight
Dance by the fire, to loose all your might
Run in the meadow of burning desire
get lost in the sea of raging black fire
A knife in the hands, so cold with the death
Let them fall to the floor, and take the last breath
Rain down from heaven to wash down the floor
sit there alone, please beg them for more
Summer of the crimson gold
A vision of life, a beauty so bold
light in the deep, fire of dark
Sit over and weep, the dead willow's bark.
Troubled mind of fury and haste
Cometh to thy shadow
Call the trouble widowed waste
Come to thy wooded meadow
Passion, fire, burning ablaze
Cometh to thy shadow
Drifting minds, a muddled haze
Come to thy wooded meadow
Lost inside the core of pain
Cometh to thy shadow
The sizzling mist of unkempt rain
Come to thy wooded meadow
Hear inside the deepest night
Cometh to thy shadow
Peer into the long lost sight
Come to thy wooded meadow
Well as some of you may know, my back has been hurting lately.
It hurts me so freaking much.
After over 20 days of pain, my grandma took me back to the doctors and I found out what was wrong.
I dislocated my spinal cord.
It went back into place, but pinched a nerve. TT_TT
It hurts and I cry and nothing works and I cry and I rant and I've missed lots of school...
So I start physical theatapy on monday.
Okay, so life has been pretty DEMANDING of me lately.
Wensday I had a migrane from hell, that just wouldn't go away.
Thursday I got a new house guest, and I'm pretty much okay, I got to skip school.
Friday we had a lockdown at school becuase some idiot called from a school phone saying there was a suspisious person on campus... he was the suspisious person.
I spent valentines day alone... of course...
Saturday I brought my house guest with me to art class, and we got in a tiff with a big ugly ass. *coughcough* When there is lightning, there is thunder* LOL I just made a typo. Thunger. His new name is Thunger. I shall make fun
WOMAN! CALL ME SOMETIME XD I need my Kakashi jacket back and Christina's leaving on the 31st of this month . . . I see you so little already and I miss your buttocks!! TTATT
I've been okay. But I'm running out of patience for my friend.
She's supposed to have scanned most of my pictures, but it seems that it just won't send as an email attachment, or she's just not trying.
But, meh. I'm doing fine. 8D